I grew balls today.

After talking myself out of a raging instinct to hide in the trenches, I typed an e-mail invitation to a boy and hit "send." A wave of panic struck as I watched the message zapping out into cyberspace. I wanted to reach out and yank that e-mail back into the trash bin, but -poof- it was already gone.

Uggggggh. I deserve cake for my courage.

Sorry girls, it wasn't Burt Lancaster or the big-armed man.

--o